Bully

 You bully your daughter.  That’s how identify you. You can’t bully those who have a strong personality so you can only bully your daughter whenever you’re annoyed. 

No emotions

 He yelled at me today.  It was a big one, I got anxiety while he was lecturing me.  I had to pull into the parking lot to calm myself. And I was sure he didn’t feel sorry for the way he talked to me. If anything, he would think I brought it upon myself. Anyways, I was in the car at a parking lot.  And you know what? I didn’t cry.  I didn’t scream into the air like I usually did after he yelled at me. I had no feeling at all.  I felt completely empty, no emotions or feelings at all of him. Maybe when a person was attacked so much they just die, not physically then at least emotionally. It’s a good thing for me.  I feel liberated 

Thanks for the compliments

You really know how to make me feel good. Thank you for telling me I’m clean and good at things, made me feel like I’m on cloud. You’re not bad yourself. I love your art work and I admire your swimming skill, oh, please save my son, then me if you ever see us in danger. Vinh is amazing and I don’t want to lose him ever.  See you again when I am on cloud 

Happy birthday

I can’t believe I blew you twice today. I thought about doing it but I didn’t think I would follow through.

I hope you have a wonderful birthday. I wish I have today off so we can go eat to celebrate, good thing we had ayce last Friday.

We will make up for it on my birthday weekend.

When you mah jong

You’re sleeping in the master right now because you don’t want to be awoken by the baby.  Do you know that I like it when you go mah jong?  When you’re out late I feel no difference in taking care of Vinh at night like tonight, the tiredness is the same, but when you go mah jong you’re less likely to be mad at me for anything.  And when you go out, I get away with doing one thing for you and I can use that time to work on my floor muscle and you can’t be mad at me because you’re not home 😁

Happy birthday

Happy birthday, Hubby/Father-figure. I hope you will be blessed with love and happiness and have more free time and good food. Hopefully my son will be easier on both of us. Kim’s mom visited yesterday and she said you’re a very nice man, I told her I’d want Vinh to be like Danh and be nice too. 

at least there is this little one