Our practice session

I am not ready to be your wife yet, I still need a lot more practice. How Co Hong introduced us and we got to where are are, I think that is incredible and I am forever grateful.

 

Versailles, November 2019

🤫  it takes practice 🤫 

I don’t feel like a queen today, but it happened before, nothing new, yet it always come as a shock to me.  STFU will be my second step, right after no negativity.  As I age, I admire couples who manage to move on, I’m sure they have hick ups and tears, but they are able to carry on. 

Happy one year engagement anniversary.  I can imagine you must have really planned for the day you propose to me.  The intention and result of it were much appreciated and I am very grateful that you pick me.  Can you imagine, if not for covid, we would be getting ready for our big day tomorrow.  I see it as a blessing in disguise because there is so much I still need to learn before we tie the knot, like emotion management.  We may not get to have a wedding celebration even next year but I’m ok with that because I only want you. Have lots of fun in Monterey.  We will have a party when you get back. 
 

 Sometimes I don’t know how much I miss you until you leave.  Yesterday is a good reminder that I should never take you for granted, because I don’t want to know how much it hurts if my life is without you. Look at that adorable face (not the penguin or rooster, but ma babie’s)...

Danh and Uyen.  I realize I’m no longer interested in taking photos of just me, no matter how dressed up or good my hair might be, because now it is only worth looking at pictures if ma babie is in it with me

You made this coffee for me

And we saw the goats together for the first time.

Together we create memories.  I will try to keep only the positives.

We didn't have a good morning today, nor a good evening last night.  After 3 years together, there is still so much for us to learn about each other.  With communication, I have to be vigilant about telling you things so that we both be on the same page.